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It's the Time Of the Year posted at 9:22 PM
Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas!

My mom, sister and I had our Noche Buena at 12:00AM. The food served are the common spaghetti, salad and hamon. Basing from the three which are all plain, it wasn’t like Noche Buena at all, isn’t it? But since we are only three at home since 2004, we got used with the few dishes we make every season. Besides, if we cook plenty of food, who’ll eat it? We eat a lot when we starve, but horses get stuffed too.

At morning today, we went to the church because it’s Christmas. It’s tradition. Then, my mom and I made our way to the market to buy the ingredients for Mixed Seafood which we missed to buy yesterday. There were only a few people in the market which is quite ironic for the season. When we got home, I helped in the preparation of the food to be cooked. Most of the time, I do the preparation while my mom does the cooking. I dreamt of being a chef then but I don’t really know how to cook. Probably, my interest in the activity is just because of Lifestyle Network. Oh, I’ve already adapted to the onions’ scent ‘cause my crying is lesser now when I’m cutting them compared to before.

At noon, we went to the ‘family house’(mother side) where my grandma lives with an aunt and an uncle. It was quite of a family reunion which isn’t like it either since we see each other often. There were a few MIA members of the family due to some circumstances but we were still happy with the food and also the videoke and maybe because we were together. It wasn’t because the MIA members weren’t important.. Maybe we just had fun and forgot all the worries behind for the season.

And so I got some moooolaaaah. It didn’t reach 1k. So sad. But that’s okay, if it weren’t for them, where would I pick that amount of money? I just wonder, why is it like only a few people gave me gifts this Christmas? Was I naughty this year? Wasn’t I lovable? I wonder.. This thing makes me disappointed. With my four godparents, only two gave me money. I understand the case of someone; But the other one? I know he’s rich, but he hasn’t given me a single centavo for the past years. Maybe he forgot he has a god-daughter by the name Michelle Angela. Well, if he doesn’t care about me.. Who cares? I still have a lot of frie--.. A card would be highly appreciated but some didn’t give me anything. But now I understand. It’s hard writing all your emotions out with a pen.

Seriously, my every Christmas is the same. There are only a slight difference in the things I do, but it’s all the same. I’m waiting for a different yet beautiful Christmas next year and in the years to come.

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