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For some reason... posted at 3:08 PM
Sunday, October 31, 2010




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I hate kids. People who know me well surely knows this part of me. They know that I am heartless to those little creatures.

What was the origin? I don’t know. It just came out naturally. I just hated them. Their chuckles, their cries, every deed of them are even worse than what a person can do to me when he teases me. I shouldn’t blame them because it is not their intention to annoy me specifically but they are like little sirens encircling me all over with their unhealthy noises. I hate it.

If I am that arrogant, I would have twisted their ears, grabbed their heads and smashed it on each other. HAHA! I know I’m bad. But that’s how it is. If I’m annoyed, I can do anything. Even if it’s wrong in other person’s eyes.

Maybe I just forgot how it is being a kid, I thought. Well, maybe. I don’t even remember who was I, what was I when I was a kid. How would I discover myself then if I was jailed in my own home? My neighbours then were strangers. Making friends was never on my list of plans. And so I wasn’t all that noisy and annoying like the other kids.

I was always carrying a melancholic face. People asked me why it’s like that. I never knew.

Maybe I hate kids because I am not as happy as them. I am not feeling light-hearted like them. I have problems unlike them. Maybe, I just don’t see myself in them.. They’re different.

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