I’ll Meet You there, Vanilla Twilight, Strawberry Avalanche, and West Coast Friendship are a few of my favorite Owl City songs. I love the unique blending of sounds in every song this artist offers. His voice and written lyrics are wonderfully done. I don’t know what others would say but these songs are like the definition of modern lullaby. At night, I let Owl City songs roll until my eyes would close and lead me to lalaland.

A lot of people have already been captured with their music and my former best friend joins in the wagon. I believe we discovered Owl City at the same time but she was more vocal about it in school so maybe she thought I wasn’t a fan and she grew with the thought of that. Last month while the seniors were practicing for the graduation and we were hanging out by our institution’s mini park, we were borrowing each other’s phone even though I felt awkward and I know she also felt awkward with our sudden interaction after who knows when. But then, I noticed she became secretive now unlike before. She started browsing my gallery and when she saw a list of Owl City songs she asked me in pity, “Did you just download these because of me?” ‘In your face.' I thought. She was going nuts. What does she think? My world still revolves around her after betraying me and moving on THAT fast after our friendship started to deteriorate? Nostalgia hits me when I start to recollect about the past. I believe I deserve to be happy today and not her, not just her. Life is so unfair. I’ve been trying not to tell that statement but it just so happens that I’m really out of luck and I just have to utter that again and again. The funny thing is, I’m still hurt every time I see her with her. You know what I mean. It stabs me more when I see her treatment to her. She’s more caring and sweet towards her. There was a time when I slightly hit the back of the new best friend who actually isn’t new because they were already friends/close friends/best friends when they were in elementary… Back to the main idea, during that time when I was making papansin, my former best friend saw what I was doing and glared at me. God damn it! When we were best friends and somebody would tease me, she’ll even join them and be the additional burden. Isn’t that too much? Isn’t that unfair? Because I was so hurt, that afternoon I sent a group message to my contacts concerning my ‘problem’, Then she replied with, “Nasasaktan ka pala.” So she knew on the very first place that I would be hurt, that I am hurt and still she showed how arrogant and selfish she was. She said my vocabulary is filled with doubt and I’m living in the past. Haha. Now I’m just laughing at myself for being such a fool. I want to forget about her and move on like what she already did. I’ve got no more business to do with somebody who's numb and freak and doesn't know how to consider other people's feelings. 

I’ll Meet You there, Vanilla Twilight, Strawberry Avalanche, and West Coast Friendship are a few of my favorite Owl City songs. I love the unique blending of sounds in every song this artist offers. His voice and written lyrics are wonderfully done. I don’t know what others would say but these songs are like the definition of modern lullaby. At night, I let Owl City songs roll until my eyes would close and lead me to lalaland.

A lot of people have already been captured with their music and my former best friend joins in the wagon. I believe we discovered Owl City at the same time but she was more vocal about it in school so maybe she thought I wasn’t a fan and she grew with the thought of that. Last month while the seniors were practicing for the graduation and we were hanging out by our institution’s mini park, we were borrowing each other’s phone even though I felt awkward and I know she also felt awkward with our sudden interaction after who knows when. But then, I noticed she became secretive now unlike before. She started browsing my gallery and when she saw a list of Owl City songs she asked me in pity, “Did you just download these because of me?” ‘In your face.' I thought. She was going nuts. What does she think? My world still revolves around her after betraying me and moving on THAT fast after our friendship started to deteriorate? Nostalgia hits me when I start to recollect about the past. I believe I deserve to be happy today and not her, not just her. Life is so unfair. I’ve been trying not to tell that statement but it just so happens that I’m really out of luck and I just have to utter that again and again. The funny thing is, I’m still hurt every time I see her with her. You know what I mean. It stabs me more when I see her treatment to her. She’s more caring and sweet towards her. There was a time when I slightly hit the back of the new best friend who actually isn’t new because they were already friends/close friends/best friends when they were in elementary… Back to the main idea, during that time when I was making papansin, my former best friend saw what I was doing and glared at me. God damn it! When we were best friends and somebody would tease me, she’ll even join them and be the additional burden. Isn’t that too much? Isn’t that unfair? Because I was so hurt, that afternoon I sent a group message to my contacts concerning my ‘problem’, Then she replied with, “Nasasaktan ka pala.” So she knew on the very first place that I would be hurt, that I am hurt and still she showed how arrogant and selfish she was. She said my vocabulary is filled with doubt and I’m living in the past. Haha. Now I’m just laughing at myself for being such a fool. I want to forget about her and move on like what she already did. I’ve got no more business to do with somebody who's numb and freak and doesn't know how to consider other people's feelings. 

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