The Gods Will Soon Again Rise In The East posted at 4:20 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
It was a very fine night just when I finished downloading Toki Wo Tomete when I read a very awful article title on my timeline. “TVXQ to stop their group activities” awaken my every bones.
My heart beat so fast. Really. I was hyperventilating; groaning out of pain that if I was suffering from severe asthma or cardiomyopathy, I would find myself the next day lying on a hospital bed. I ain’t kidding. My world literally stopped that I didn’t know what I was doing. Crystal spheres didn’t form in my eyes, but it’s my blood that has been drained. I cursed. I was devastated. I was angry. Jumping off from a building was an option. Suicide much? A big YES is coming your way. The five people rolled into one have already been a part of me. Maybe I wasn’t aware of their existence when they debuted. I know I am just one of the millions of Cassiopeia. And even though I was just a fan way back in 2008, I feel as if I’m a part of them to the point that if they die, my body and soul will strongly follow them to grave. People who don’t consider my fandom might think my insanity is just too much. They can think that way as long as they want but nothing’s going to stop me from fighting.
Before I could again say always keep the faith & hope to the end, doubt was running in my head. There wasn’t any room for keeping the faith in my system. I knew it wasn’t the end, but I also knew that just a few more strokes on the artwork may screw the whole thing. For some reason, pessimism went to optimism. I even joined in trending #alwayskeepthefaith. Hell yeah, it reached number one! It only proves that a lot were hanging on instead of giving up. That thing made my aura a little lighter. The consoling messages of other people made me think that everything happens for a reason and I don’t have a choice but to accept and stand by their side whatever path they take.
Waiting is tiresome. I certainly know how it feels, especially when you waited for something for so long and you ended up waiting for nothing at all. But then, TVXQ is an exemption. Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin are my only love. Without them, where would I be? They are already an attachment that can never be erased. Until then, I’ll always keep my faith forever. I’ll patiently wait even if it takes a lifetime. TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki, I know you’ll come back ‘cause I believe in your greatness. Hwaiting~
"I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy."
-Yunho
"Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place."
-Jaejoong
"Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together."
-Yoochun
"The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."
-Junsu
"Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"
-Changmin
Labels: always keep the faith, dbsk, tohoshinki, tvxq
The Gods Will Soon Again Rise In The East posted at 4:20 PM
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
It was a very fine night just when I finished downloading Toki Wo Tomete when I read a very awful article title on my timeline. “TVXQ to stop their group activities” awaken my every bones.
My heart beat so fast. Really. I was hyperventilating; groaning out of pain that if I was suffering from severe asthma or cardiomyopathy, I would find myself the next day lying on a hospital bed. I ain’t kidding. My world literally stopped that I didn’t know what I was doing. Crystal spheres didn’t form in my eyes, but it’s my blood that has been drained. I cursed. I was devastated. I was angry. Jumping off from a building was an option. Suicide much? A big YES is coming your way. The five people rolled into one have already been a part of me. Maybe I wasn’t aware of their existence when they debuted. I know I am just one of the millions of Cassiopeia. And even though I was just a fan way back in 2008, I feel as if I’m a part of them to the point that if they die, my body and soul will strongly follow them to grave. People who don’t consider my fandom might think my insanity is just too much. They can think that way as long as they want but nothing’s going to stop me from fighting.
Before I could again say always keep the faith & hope to the end, doubt was running in my head. There wasn’t any room for keeping the faith in my system. I knew it wasn’t the end, but I also knew that just a few more strokes on the artwork may screw the whole thing. For some reason, pessimism went to optimism. I even joined in trending #alwayskeepthefaith. Hell yeah, it reached number one! It only proves that a lot were hanging on instead of giving up. That thing made my aura a little lighter. The consoling messages of other people made me think that everything happens for a reason and I don’t have a choice but to accept and stand by their side whatever path they take.
Waiting is tiresome. I certainly know how it feels, especially when you waited for something for so long and you ended up waiting for nothing at all. But then, TVXQ is an exemption. Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin are my only love. Without them, where would I be? They are already an attachment that can never be erased. Until then, I’ll always keep my faith forever. I’ll patiently wait even if it takes a lifetime. TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki, I know you’ll come back ‘cause I believe in your greatness. Hwaiting~
"I hope that no matter how many and how great our difficulties may be, we will always overcome them together. Just as long as the five of us are together, we are most happy."
-Yunho
"Our friendship is stronger than most people because we talk and breathe in the same room and we eat and sleep in the same place."
-Jaejoong
"Not only two years, but even until twenty, two hundred, two thousand years...we always have to be together."
-Yoochun
"The members are like my brothers. We are just like a family."
-Junsu
"Only when the five of us are together, are we called TVXQ!"
-Changmin
Labels: always keep the faith, dbsk, tohoshinki, tvxq
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Howdy! My name's Mitchie and I am puhreetee. ^^, lols. I'll be legal next year. WOOOOOOH! Try guessing my sexuality.
I dream a lot. I have a lot of dreams in life.. Dreams that may or may not be accomplished in my lifetime.
I speak. I write. I remain silent. They are the only things I can do to express what I feel, dropping off the idea that I do them all by myself. Usually.
I love. I have formulated a lot of theories involving the latter based on my own experiences.. Experiences that I, solely was the one involved. So, they remain as theories. I can't make a conclusion out of it.
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